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States of Mind II: Those Who Go by Umberto Boccioni, 1911. Photo credit: Umberto Boccioni / WikArt

Unsettling insights

       I.

        Why I Gave Up Wine At 89  

Anti-dizzy-spells
anti-falling   anti-fear:
my stepping-out cane

hollow-question-mark-
curved-metal-shank-rubberized-
non-skid-tipped third foot.

Armed in self-defense
against the animus of
the inanimate…

Beset by waves of
vertigo… Who but fools or
drunks would drink to it?

    II.

          Morning Shave 

This bag of skin
that keeps me in
wears ever
thinner

silent intimate
narrowing line
between outer
and inner

bruises bloody scrapes
rough eruptions:
tender whetstone face-
to-face with time’s

distorting mirror
till death-by-a-
thousand-nicks
lets outside in
inside out.


  • Gerald Jonas is a senior editor at WhoWhatWhy and a writer whose work has appeared in The New Yorker and The New York Times, as well as other journals large and small.

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